Moving on indeed

My life is moving forward pretty rapidly. By the start of May I'll be done with classes, and between then and the 13th I'll finish my finals and finish up my job here at the university for the year. May 14th and 15th will be Andy's convocation and commencement, and then mom's coming to help me drive back to South Bend. Then it'll be work for a couple of months, as I empty out my room at my mom's house. Shortly after her birthday on the first of August, I'll be renting a truck and heading back to Syracuse again. And that'll be that. I'll be officially living with Andrew in our new apartment, starting an adult life.

Like with everything else lately, I feel conflicted about all of this. I'm unsure of the consequences of these actions. I'm positive that I am making the right decisions, but how I will reach the ultimate positive goal is what I question. Isn't that what matters? Not where you go, but how you get there? I think so, at least for now. So how will I learn to live with a man? How will I learn to budget my time between classes, socializing, homework, hobbies, work, cooking and cleaning, and spending time with Andrew? Will I get enough sleep to stay healthy, unlike my current sleeping habits? Will I feel safe in a new home, and if not, how long will it take to reach that point? I worry that I will falter and fail temporarily, but I don't doubt my ability to succeed in the end. So which part do I believe really matters given all of that?